Mixed Feeling About Future After 23

Assalamualaikum and hi readers. Again with the midnight sadness :(

Hmm, this lately, I keep thinking some kind about my future.

"What's happen next?"

"What am I going to be?"

"What if I forget that, and do this?"

What if I just do that, and forget this?"

"What about that, what about this....."

Yes...

those big questions keep running in my head. Hmm..sighs~

My dream?

Yeah, of course I have a lot of dreams !

I wanna be somebody that good in designing,

and at the same time run a business so that I can be called as

successful entrepreneur~

But, wanna be good in designing....

I have many ideas, but I don't have enough time to create it..

At home, I just wanna helping my parents..I'm just wanna help them too much

until I'm not thinking to make a design at all...it's just help my mom & dad

flea market..that's fit me!

Next dream, entrepreneur.....I'll just need to move a step, then it will start..

But, people will asking what the purposed of Art & Design scroll that I've

got ? Hmmm....if they're able to understand what I'm going to explain to

answer that question, it will be easier...but, people...they keep judging and

mocking...heh~ (u_u)

So, what am I going to do?

I don't know..every steps that I've took, will be witnessed by hundreds eyes

If I'm success, they're will be the great relative...

But if I'm not, they keep make me down...

One of my weakness, give up easily....

Sometimes, I just thought that I think too much, but if I'm not

thinking, who'd will be thinking about me?

Me, my life, my mistake, it should be my lesson, but people keep

interrupting others life~

Seriously, I wanna be an entrepreneur by applying all the knowledge
of art that I've learned. That's all thank Q..

Confused girl, 

Damya